At approximately 7pm on September 26th I attempt to
book a train trip from Köln to Frankfurt for the 27th at 6pm.
Deutsche Bahn’s website returns an error informing me that my desired itinerary
occurs in the past. “The past?” I inquired unto myself and I sat there
pondering this software glitch over a Baileys latte at Brownies off
Friesenplatz, confident that it would work itself out. And the problem did work
itself out – I finally realized that I had failed to advance my watch a day as
we crossed the International Date Line on my flight over from Edmonton. It was
7pm on the 27th when I had attempted my booking. But I still
had one thing left to do during this visit. I rush off.
About fifteen minutes and one transfer later I find myself at
the Nippes station platform. The air is misty and the streets are deserted.
Unlike much of Köln, this area’s population density and commercial density
seems very low with large parking lots around sleepy-looking but modern
warehouses. I see only a handful of pedestrians some of whom shoot me an
occasional nervous glance. So far, everything seemed as I had expected.
There is one road roughly parallel to the direction of train
travel but this road angles slightly after a few metres. I am sheepish to admit
that I instinctively headed the right way to my planned destination without
having to ask a local for directions. I come across a sign board on a bicycle
rack pointing me towards a casino. Everything I saw seemed to point me to where
I wanted to go. It would be only a few steps before I see the blue, twelve
storey building towering over the much smaller surrounding structures. Pascha,
Cologne, is the largest brothel in Europe and is licensed by the city and was
built on government-owned land. Upon entering, guests are asked to pay a 5euro
entry fee that is good for twenty four hours and includes all non-alcoholic
beverages and some snacks. If a patron were to choose to leave the premise with
the intention to return later, the doorman will offer to stamp your hand (with
a star, in my case) so that you may avoid having to pay the entry fee again. In
the same building but behind a semi-separate entrance, there is a strip club
with similar rules to those in most of North America. But I have seen a strip
club before. I was here to experience the brothel. And though I wasn’t here to
experience it how most men choose to experience it, I believed that walking the
floors would ensure that I not be denied one of life’s greatest and most taboo
experiences.
I visited all of the floors except for the floors reserved
for transsexuals and I also didn’t visit the club-style brothel at the top
floor. Many beautiful women sat outside their rooms or within their rooms with
their doors open, casually displaying themselves to those who may peer in. I
spoke with a few of these women. Amongst them were a Hungarian, an Italian, a
Pole, and a Chilean. But on the fifth floor I happened to glance into a room
and could not walk away. A young Brazilian enthusiastically leapt to her feet to
greet me at the door and to invite me in. She was short, no more than 5’4” or
about 160cm and her command of spoken English was barely functional. It would
take me almost two minutes to explain my intentions and another two minutes
before we could agree to working terms.
I photographed Nora for about a half
hour during which I shot almost two rolls of Ilford Delta 400 through the Leica
M7 and the Zeiss Biogon 35mm F/2. Back in Edmonton I would push the film to ISO
1600 in Kodak Xtol at its stock concentration. Before leaving I pay
Nora fifty euros. I left her room feeling somewhat
traumatized while toying with the idea that I had just paid for the services of
a prostitute. But I also had to think about what was she to me? What had I just
paid for? Was she a prostitute or a model whom I directed as I would have
directed any other model on the same set and with the same concept? The process
and the end result were much more gratifying that I imagined her regular
service would have been . . . though I was certainly curious.
Leaving the brothel and telling Leanna all about my
experience was sort of a proud moment for me. Being able to honestly recount the
events of the night to the most important woman in my life (other than my
mother) with the knowledge that many other men making such a revelation to
their respective significant others would have provoked wrath and scorn
served to reaffirm that Leanna is the coolest girlfriend ever. And for the record, I sent Jonathan Puckrin this series of images first. I felt that he would be my one friend who would likely appreciate this set the most. I feel badly that I had done this shoot at the time that I did and wish that the photos didn't find him during such an unfortunate time.